It's The Boobie Pot

Hey you! So I had "The Boobie Pot" blog post all wrote out to be published today, but if you were on my live steam last night you'd know is was completed. I still wanted to post it just so you know the reason in me doing it in the first place. I still cant get over what happened last night. Mental.

"So what is the boobie pot"

More than likely you have been sent here from chaturbate after asking what the boobie pot is or wanting to know why I'm doing it. Well, I've had 4 kids, and they aren't what they used to be. Before having kids I used to be a nice full C/D depending where i got them and what type of bra. Nice and perky, full set of boobs. Whilst pregnant my breasts got stretched to a whopping G, and now I'm an empty B. I've been to consultations, but I've not been able to book the appointment for the surgery. I've found a clinic of choice so I'm all set on where I'm going and what surgeon I want. For years now I've been trying to save up to be able to get it done, but something always gets in the way. This year I was close to my goal of saving up, and would of been able to start it all end of 2020 or start of 2021, then Covid happened and set me back. So now I'm more determined than ever to reach my goal. Nothing is getting in the way this time.

It's come to the point where I literally hate looking at my boobs. Bra shopping is a nightmare, if I get an A I pop out, and if I get a B, I only half fill it. I have to tighten them so tight for it to fit somewhat properly and end up with deep bra marks, I've tried all different types, different back sizes to see if it makes a difference, nothing. Every now and again I do find a bra that fits a lot better, but they are heavily padded. I very rarely buy bras any more as I just end up sitting in tears.

After having 4 kids you'd think there would be a fair few about my body I don't like. Well, in all honestly I love my body. My stretch marks shows I'm a mother, I have many of them and I love them all, I have cellulite, not a big deal. I have a mum tum and that will never go away and I'm fine with that. I had wide hips anyway but through-out giving birth they have widened so now I have a juicy butt, and I'm proud of it. I have many different things that have changed on my body and the only thing that has knocked me back is my boobs.

I don't want to be one of these people who don't do anything about it, I want to fully love myself, embrace my confidence and just be happy.

I get told I don't need a boob job for that, to me, I do. Your not the one stood in front of the mirror, you only see what I show you. You don't see me having mental breakdowns when clothes shopping, because it doesn't just mean bras, its tops, bikinis and any outfits I want to wear that require having boobs. I see all these lovely clothes and they just won't suit my figure, and that, I am not ok with. My bottom half is fine, my gut is fine, my boobs are not in proportion to my body and clothes show that.

I understand there are many women out there that have small boobs, yes. But if you look they are also skinnier than me. Their breasts are in proportion to their bodies. If I had the fullness mine would be, but I don't.

I'm not just another girl who

"wants a big set of knockers"

No! I don't want massive breasts, I just want fullness. Yes sizing will come with that, but I'm going for the natural look. I do have wide boobs, so when looking onto them, they do look a decent size, in a heavily padded push up bra they look good, but from the side, and other angles, I despise them. They are so flat and empty.

I want to be able to fill a bra. I want to be able to not wear a bra, look at my boobs and love them. You say to me all the time I have lovely breasts, I don't see it. I don't believe it. I want to be able to reply to you and say thank you and actually believe it.

Has it affected me mentally, yes it has. Emotionally as well. I will say it again, I don't want to be somebody who sits and moans about something they don't like, I want to do something about it.

For those who think after I've had my boobs done, I won't be camming anymore...Hell no of course I will! I will be on Chaturbate as long as I can. I want you to see the difference it will have on me and I want you to enjoy it, just as much as me. I want you to see how you have changed somebody's life, as that is how big this is to me. I want you to feel the warm fuzzy feeling inside and helping somebody fully grow and fully love themselves.

I cannot express this enough how much of a life changing effect this will have on me. In the best way possible.

So there you go, if you have any more questions please ask away, as much as talking about this upsets me, I do like when other people are interested.

All my love

I want to say Thank you to The_Roo_UK if you ever read this. I will forever be grateful.